NBSB talks :)

Last night, I was with Dairen, Beatty and Don. Yeah, the so-called NBSB bonding. I really enjoy the company of my fellow NBSB since they usually share their not-so-good experiences with their keme. And as the one who's next in line (ahem, soon to be alum), they also see themselves in me. HAHA. Mega relate?

When it comes to Beatty and Dairen, they have a contrasting personalities. Beatty: fierce artist. Dairen: soft-spoken writer. Beatty always tell me to do like this and like that. Something different. Nuff said. While Dairen will just give you some advices that is different from Beatty. Basta, ganun yun!

Since I got to bond with Beatty once every week, last night was the time to share some of my "keme stories" with Dairen. She knows who's the person concerned. Ayun, I learned a lot from her past experiences. Of course relate ako kasi nga NBSB kami. But Im happy that I got to listen from their stories. Sabi nga ni Dairen "I dont want you to learn the hard way". :3

Tapos ako naman, andami kong kwento kay Sib Dairen about kay JH. Well, iba naman din kasi talaga kami nina Sib and her keme. Tropang-tropa lang talaga kami ni Ji Hoo. Kaya may malisya kasi gusto ko sya, and madalas kami magkasama (pero pag kami ni Don magkasama, super waley! HAHA). Sabi nga ni Sib "kaya kayo laging magkasama or nagkkwento sya kasi comfortable na sya sayo" (which I think is soo true). Yes, we talk about our past kemes and related stuffs, pero kwentuhang just for fun and entertainment lang. Ako lang kasi talaga may hanash magkwento haluan mo pa ng nursing brutality and jargons ko :)

JH: Hoping ka pa ba?
Me; Noooo. Paki-stab to death nga yung bwisit na yun sa Tuesday!

Another quotable quote from Dairen. "Sabi ko kay June Ace, ieeenjoy ko na lang to kasi graduating na ako. kaso ayun..."

HAHAHA. Since malapit na ako sa finish line, i was thinking kung sasabihin ko ba kay JH na bet ko sya o hindi? Well, sabi nung ibang friends ko, alam na raw nya (feel lang nila). Eh baka kasi mas tumagilid pa pag nagsalita ako. I'll just let destiny do its magic. tsaka ayoko paka-stress, ineenjoy ko na lang tong last sem ko :) Gusto kong gawing memorable to :)

@Sib: Thanks sa pagpapatuloy sakin. Sorry di kita pinatulog sa sobrang daldal mo. Feeling ko talaga eh mababawasan na ang circle natin, marami ng nagmamahal. HAHAHA. Last man standing kaya ako sating lahat? Wag naman! :))

Aside

This evening, nakumpleto ang "Don's Angels", with me, Yon, and Beatty. So usually pag magkakasama kami, puro asaran o lokohan lang. And this time, ako ang puntirya nila lalo na ni Beatty Lyn. HAHAHA

It started nung paalis na kami ng office para mag-merienda sa R. Papa. Sabi ni Beatty, mang-invite pa ako, so nang-invite naman ako ng mga iba pang friends namin. Eh syempre tropa, puro malisya na naman kina Yon and Beatty bilang nasa loob si JH at iniisip nila na sasama samin. Nung paalis na kami, lumabas si JH and nakisabay samin til LB. Magre-research pa raw sya sa library kaya separate yung ways namin.

Pagdating ng Hepalane, edi ako ang bida ng tuksuhan. The last time na nag-usap kami ni Beatty, sa Starbucks P.Noval pa.

Me: Beatty, I learned a lot from you since nung last tayo nagkita.

Beatty: eh ano ginagawa mo?

Me: Ayun, di ko pinapansin pag pumapasok ng office. Tapos di  magpapansinan, hintayan kung sino unang magsasalita, then pag nagpasama sya/ako sa labas, dun pa kami magdadaldalan.

Beatty; Ba yan Lhea! Very wrong ka!

Me: 2 weeks ko na ginagawa yan eh.

B: Hello? Eh parang iniiwasan mo na yung tao eh! Di ko sinabing tuluy-tuloy, dapat paminsan-minsan lang. Kinareer mo naman?

M: oo, kinareer ko. Sabi mo kasi eh.

B: Hahaha, Nako Lhea wag ganyan, darating yung araw na di na talaga kayo mag-uusap.

M: Ay ganun ba? Aww, sige. Mali pala ako.

B: hay, nakikita ko talaga sarili ko sayo Lhea.

---Kitams, may coach ako o! :) HAHA. Kailangan sumunod sa nakakatanda :)) Ika nga ni Lola "Eksperyensyado na" :)

So, pagbalik ko ng office, di na ko nang-iisnob. Haha, di naman kasi snob yun, nagtitimpi lang ako na di sya pansinin, or di ako dapat ang maunang pumansin sa kanya. Pati si Beatty eh nakakahalata na di kami nagpapansinan.

Moving on, before uwian nagpicture-an kami sa bagong Pavilion. Yeay! Buti na lang maganda ang ilaw! :) Pansin ko yung mga the moves nina Don, Beatty, Yon. HAHAHA. Kayo talaga gumagawa ng paraan eh.

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Nung pag-uwi ko, nagka-text kami about long weekend and work. Nakakaloka lang kasi mas busy pa sya sakin! Hay, di ko tuloy alam kung mas toxic ang Fine Arts kesa sa Nursing.

Since thesis mode si JH ngayon, andami nyang dalang libro. Ayun, mga 1:30, nagtext sya na nakita raw nya ang Cuyo sa Phil. Tourism book na hiniram nya and ang ganda raw, sarap daw puntahan. HAHA, Kfine. Edi sama na lang sya pag umuwi ako after graduation nya (which is RN na ako nun in god's will!) tapos with Advo friends din. Naiimagine ko ang kaguluhan sa bahay--eh nagsama-sama mga taga Advo eh (Okey lang, ako lang naman ata magiging tao sa bahay pag-uwi ko ng province).

Okey, i need to sleep na! LONG WEEKEND! :))

Of Milk Tea and Sisterly Bonding

And I declare Thursday morning as our official Milk Tea bonding time with Ate Rej. :))

Im a big fan of milk tea and frappe kaya madalas ako tumambay dito sa Moonleaf Tea Shop. Usually, Advo friends ko kasama ko, pero ngayon sinasama ko na rin mga groupmates ko :)

Since enjoy na enjoy namin ni Ate ang wifi dito, tahimik lang kaming dalawa and busy doing our own business. Me, busy with my paperworks, at sya, busy sa pag-iInstagram and paglalaro sa ipad nya. All of a sudden, biglang nagsalita si Ate.

Ate Rej: Lhea, kung magkakaboyfriend ka, mag-eenjoy ba kayo sa ganito lang? Yung magkasama kayo pero tahimik lang. Tapos pareho kayong may ginagawa sa lapto nyo.
Me: Umm, okey lang. Ayoko naman kasi ng madaldal na kasama minsan.
Ate Rej: Ay ako rin!
Me: Pero ate ha, napaisip ako dun! Parang gusto ko lang yung "Tara. Samahan mo ko" :D
Ate Rej: Ako rin eh, napaisip ako. Di ko maimagine na tahimik ka sa napaka-habang oras. Nakakapanibago yun!
Me: HAHAHA

Actually, kaya ako tahimik kasi kelangan kong tapusin ang article ko today. HAHA. Tsaka medyo masama rin pakiramdam ko. Oh well. :)

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Minsan talaga tahimik ako. Sa bahay lang yata ako ganito eh. :D

Crumble

And at the middle of reviewing for my NCM quiz for tomorrow, I just felt the urge to burst what I feel here in my blog. Actually, Im having mood swings since monday night. Ugh, hormonal imbalance.

Last Monday, JH accompanied me to C and E to buy my NCLEX reviewer. The last time we went there was when we bought his History book. Since it was already 6:30pm and I still have my duty at 9pm, we had our dinner at KFC. It's just a normal dinner with a friend but what made that dinner awkward was the mirror in front of us! (KFINE, hirap na ko mag-english! lechugas naman.) And another thing is, magkatabi kami. Di kasi ako sanay na pag dalawa lang kami ng kahit sinong kasama ko eh tabi kami, sanay ako sa magkaharap lang. Then, pag nag-uusap kami, sa salamin na lang kami nakatingin. Medyo matagal-tagal din kasi bago nai-serve yung food kaya mahaba pa yung time namin mag-usap.

Recently, I noticed na di kami magka-chika ng madalas pag nasa office pero pag nasa labas, super daldal. Well, siguro ganun lang talaga.

Pero kasi Im having this kind of dilemma from sembreak up until now. IDK. Iniisip ko na siguro kagaya lang to ng mga crush ko before, etc. Then I dont want to ruin our friendship since he's one of my closest guy friends sa org na napagkkwentuhan ko ng halos lahat. Tapos issue pa yung status nyang "I hate that I miss you" plus sabay pa yung pang-aasar ni Yon. -____-

As of this post, kakatapos lang namin mag-usap sa phone regarding dun sa isang tanong nya. Haynako Lhea, ayan tayo sa lovelife eh. Nakakarelate ako kay Dairen, oh my!"

@Dairen; "IAS-IARFA. So much for the girls I know who once dreamed of finding their Mr. Right in that institute." --hahaha, IN-IARFA. Chos. Pero relate much ako sib. HAHAHAHA. Bakit kasi andaming candidates sa IARFA? HA?

---Lhea, tulog na te. itulog mo na yan. makikita mo naman sya bukas.

Of rants and sudden burst of critical thinking

Last Sunday, I just grabbed Slam Magazine's latest ish where Terrence Romeo's name was on the cover. Actually, I wasn't planning to buy magazines since my rack's already full. HAHA. It was Justine who told me that Romeo's featured there, and since I'm an ex-Juliet (I'll just tell you the story later), I was kinda interested  on what's there.

As I browsed the magazine, I first came across June Mar Fajardo's article, read some lines there then proceed on the TR article. The moment I saw the first 2 pages, which contain his picture and a huge title, I was like "Wow, nagpa-interview sya dito tapos samin eh picture lang, ayaw pa na." I turned on the next page and kinda shocked that the article's writer and I share the same fate of not being replied by Romeo. "Really? Di rin sya nag-reply? Nakakahiya naman ganung ugali. You already agreed on the interview tapos biglang waley?" Then, the writer just interviewed key people that could say something about the 20-year old combo guard, which include Coach Bert, Coach Magtulis, and Mike Tolomia. I really liked the angle of the story. It's like it indirectly answered Romeo's ball-keeping attitude (Sorry, I really can't say bwakaw, or ball-hogger). Actually, it's kinda hard topic, that I, myself, can't even ask other people that "Is Romeo a selfish ball distributor? (Uhh? magulo Lhea. Where's the sense?)

Going back, Coach Bert is a person that will honestly tell you what's wrong on this kid since he's aware that TR has this thing called "shoulder fake-head fake-with hair swaying move-plus-I-can-do-this-all-by-myself-and-shoot-the-ball-without-sharing-to-my-teammates disease. Sorry for being harsh guys especially to some of his fans that might be able to read this. TR has an incredible talent, I know we all agree. He's also hardworking when it comes to taking time to practice his shooting (Someone from R.Papa told me this before and I have seen him before practicing even in the dark. Yeah, srsly). But he has to learn that he doesn't have to carry the burden single-handedly. There are 4 other guys, waiting for the ball he's going to distribute and facilitate, that will take that magical shot. And there's also a concept of 24-seconds that will let you plan and get that right timing to bury that dagger into your opponent's throat, and not throwing the ball freely like the one's in the arcade.

On the other hand, as a schoolmate, Im happy on what he achieved this year, especially being a part of the Mythical 5. Being one takes a lot hardwork from the start of the season til the end. We've seen how FEU rose above the seven other schools with that 4-0 record. That's already something. He was a hero in every game that he played, with long-dropping triples, defense-slashing drives, cat-quick hands that swiped every ball off an opponent, a sprinter-like fastbreaks and his signature shoulder fake-head fake-then- stepback jumpers that can make any girl go crazy seeing his nearly angelic face, lazy eyes and Son Goku-like hairstyle that he nourished for more that 3 months. (Phew! that was looooong!) I can't imagine FEU sans Romeo during their crucial first three games in Season 73. As some sports writers and Coach Bert said "It could have been 0-3, not 3-0." But how about FEU without RR Garcia? Well, more unimaginable (for me). Garcia suffered from an ankle injury from a practice before the season. With that incident, Garcia had a lesser time on court and gave Romeo more time to take charge as one of the veterans. As some UAAP fanatics observed, TR and RR doesn't seem to have that balanced pH, in short, chemistry. Whenever they are on the floor together (IDK who assumes the 1 and 2), they simply don't pass the ball on each other. (Guuuuuys? This is not an arcaaade). I have seen it a lot of times already, even last year. Well, it's just this time that it's more evident. But there are those times that when they share it, it  was like a nuclear bomb that can wreck the whole arena. During FEU vs NU Game (Sept 2), Garcia dished the ball on Romeo in the left wing, then shoots a triple that gave them a 2-point edge. Well, that game might not be counted as a win (Hello Technical Committee!), but it's SOMETHING. Something that not everyone witnessed. Another one was their KO game against DLSU. FEU was 7 points behind the Taft-based team and 38 seconds' left in the game clock. Everyone from the Morayta side wished for a miracle, until Garcia passed the ball on Romeo and knocked a triple, then Garcia stole the ball from DLSU's possession and dropped a three pointer that left the other team in a one-point advantage with 30 secs left. Yes, six points in 8 seconds. Magical, doesn't it? Yet, it was a sorry loss for FEU since it was the first time they were kicked out of the Final 4 in 5 years. Oops, I still have another one in my sleeves! Well, this time, FEU won their first cardiac game in the season. Less than 20 seconds left in the fourth quarter, UST's possession, and up by 1 point. The Tigers need to shoot that one last shot to run away their first game. Jeric Fortuna carefully dribbles the ball, inspecting the area and switches his attention to his coach, waiting for his signal to drive the ball. As his attention focused on his mentor, he forgot what he has in his right hand. It was the perfect timing for Romeo to swipe the ball, pass it to the running Tolomia and to Garcia who was waiting to make the finishing touches. And the ball safely entered the ring with 7 seconds remaining. And FEU's up by 1! UST wasted no time and made a fast play with Mariano on the downtown and missed the big shot when the time expired.

Garcia's fate next year is still undetermined, whether he'll stay or embark a new journey in the pros. Whatever happens, it will be Romeo who is expected to take over the floor general title. But in that time, Romeo has to change, for the his own good and for the better of everyone. Talent? No doubts. Confidence? More improved this time around. So lemme switch on the other side of my rants. I know TR is a nice guy, well, according to Joshua. HAHA. But seriously, he's good. I've talked to him a lot of times already, have picture with him, etc. He also do some simple efforts to other people in his simple way (like texting someone to alleviate his/her feelings [im a living proof to that. haha]).

Actually, I've been texting him since last month for my work-related assignment (thanks to JE for his number) and he doesn't reply. Joshua already warned me that recently, he's not into interviews (Actually, it's just for a photoshoot!). Then last sembreak, I had some few trips to R.Papa Gym, hoping to catch him there and talk about the shoot. But unluckily, I wasn't able to see even a shadow of him. Last Friday, I went back to the gym with Armen and Justine. Good thing, I met Coach Jo and told him why I'm looking for the kid. We patiently waited outside, hoping to talk to him that time around but we just wasted our time. I went back to the campus and met Russel and Mac. So I talked to them and ask where can I find TR. RE offered me to join them going to their Dean's office since TR's currently enrolling, and finally get a chance to meet him after 1 month of searching him. Side story: I cant help but laugh when we reached EB 8th floor. A lot of young girls are screaming when they saw the 2 tall guys I'm with, haha. So I just waited on the side and called by RE "Lhea, tara pasok na tayo. Nasa loob sya" "Uy, di ako pwede dyan, IN ako eh. Sabihan mo na lang sya" Then he entered the room and returned after 3 minutes. "Hintayin mo na lang daw sya sa gym after. Text mo nalang sya." Me: "Uy, seryoso yan ha. Sabihin mo mag-reply sya. Kung hindi, iiscalpelin ko sya, now na." And he terribly laughed while cameras are clicking at the background. After that, I went back in the office and after 30 minutes, someone saw TR outside. So I hurriedly called Justine to run after  him then he just said "Enrolment eh, busy ako". And the moment I hear it from Justine, I just bowed my head and said, I give up. But wait, I still have other pending papers! haha :)

Usapang K

K is for keme, kempet, kemps, etc. --Keri na? At yan ang ieeexpect mo sa blog kong ito.

SRSLY, matagal na akong walang kempet. Siguro ang pinakahuling matinong kempet ko eh si Joshua pa, pero that was like ages ago na. HAHA. After him, mga dumaang kempet lang na nagpapalipad hangin. Tapos may isa pa na nagse-seryoso na talaga kaso sorry, di ko sya bet eh, "the girl who cant be moved' pa ang peg ko nun.

Moving on, dalawang kempet lang ang ita-tackle ko dito bilang sila ang pinaka-recent. PAUNAWA: Meron bang attorney o judge dito? Kung wala, okeygopushforit tayo.

First: He's a good friend of mine na matagal ko ng crush. Medyo lumamlam nga lang ang ilaw nya sakin nung nagka-kempet ako at after few days eh nagka-kempet na rin sya. Pero aaminin ko, crush ko pa rin sya. :) Come October at waley na akong kempet nun, gusto ko pa rin sya (di ko pa alam na may kempet sya nun).

I admit, mababaw na pagka-crush lang yun nun kasi nga madalas kami magkasama, in and out of school (okaaay, may idea na kung sino!). Di ko rin maalala kung paano kami nagkasundo ng taong to. The last thing I remember eh yung Welcome Freshmen pa na umabsent ako sa 1st day ko sa Rizal then magkasama kaming nag-iikot sa quadrangle.

Last night, nagbabasa ako ng entries ko ng january, and may napansin ako na usapan namin ni older brother about sa kanya.Kasi itong si older brother, may pinapakiusap sakin na medyo di ako sigurado kasi nahihiya ako. Then umabot pa sa tipong pati posts sa FB eh pinag-uusapan namin and kiber lang ako kasi wala kaming communication.

Come May 2012, HORRAY! He's back! At first he was asking me about something na connected sa kanya. I was really hoping na he would come back until nag-tweet etong si crazy friend tungkol sa pagbabalik nya. So balik dating buhay na naman kami, more bondings and more chikahan.

Everything changed nung early September when our older brother left. Parang that prompted him to speak and share his own part or story. That was also the first time I saw him crying. And I was like "uyy! wag kang umiyak! di kita pinapaiyak ha!". I think, anlaking part ng traffic nun na makapag-kwento sya ng super tagal.

I admit na madaldal ako pero I dont ask some sensitive questions right away. I respect their privacy. Pero minsanm di mo inaasahan na yung gusto mong malaman, sila na lang magkkwento sayo. Sa part ko, natutuwa ako na they trust me kasi syempre di madaling magkwento diba?

After few more days and weeks, mas napaparami na ng kwento, mas diverse na ang usapan and minsan sya na rin ang nag-oopen ng topic, tsaka yung mga bagay na bigla nyang maaalala. Honestly, I still act normal around him pero pag wala sya and friends ko lang kasama ko, mukha akong may epilepsy :D

Nitong last week na lang ng October medyo nagka-something. Di naman sya something na may quotations, pero iba lang kasi. Medyo di ko iniisip, not until the "cuddle time" thing came tapos yung sa Batangas pa! HAHA. Recently, sinamahan ko sya sa institute namin para mag-enrol sa isang subject nya. Habang nasa pila, kinwento nya sakin yung hardships nya, makuha lang ang subject na yun. Final na yung IN kasi punuan sa ITHM, kung san pumila sya from AM to PM tapos waley ganap. Nagshare din sya kung paano nya pinaglaban yung subject na yun sa parents nya. Clap clap lang talaga reaction ko. I know na he's doing his best para ma-achieve yung goal nya and alam kong kaya nya yun.

Complete package na sya eh, matalino, mabait, kwela, masipag, dedicated sa ginagawa nya, goal-oriented, talented, and marunong makisama. Isa lang ang medyo di ko bet-- maaga sya matulog. :P 12am tulog nya, ako naman 1am! Pero ayun, I like him as a friend. I really treasure him as one of my closest guy friends na comfortable akong magkwento ng mga ganap and hanash ko sa buhay. :)

Second: isang tao na kapangalan ni former kempet! hahaha, SMALL WORLD. It all started with BBM, and then yung simpleng banat and the rest is... nevermind. Balak ko talaga syang i-basted agad, kaso iniisip ko, sayang tsaka para may makausap din ako paminsan-minsan. Nung una, di talaga ako comfortable kasi bumabaliktad sikmura ko kapag magkausap kami sa bbm. EK! Ganun talaga!

Tapos nung medyo pumo-porma na sya ng "lhea ko", mas di ako naging comfortable. Natutuwa ako sa mga korning bagay, pero meron ding hindi. Sorry, masstereotype ko sya as someone na "player" kaya ayoko ring makipagclose masyado. Though I know he would be a good friend.

Sabi ko nga, imposible namang magka-gusto ako sa kanya kasi may gusto naman akong iba eh. Pero kapag naging something to, baka maungusan pa nya yung isa. HAHA. Which is ayokong mangyari.

Comment: Okey naman sya, keri lang. I cant comment more on him kasi di ko pa sya ganun ka-kilala. and di naman kasi sya nagpapakilala eh. Yung ayoko sa kanya, mabagal magreply, tapos binabasa lang bbm ko ng wlang reply. honestly, ayoko ng lame na kausap (lame sya). HAHA. Ayun!

---YES? May duty pa ako later tapos nagbblog pa ako then ka-BBM ko si Cindy then katext ko naman kanina si Ji Hoo. HAHA. Si Ji Hoo na maaga matulog (cant blame him though, he needs rest).

Good night! Sorry sa isang napaka-walang kwentang entry! Di ko pa masulatan yung diary ko kasi di ko pa tapos yung salaysay ko dun about sa October 12 na ganap ko :)

Cuddle time XD

--as popularized by Ji Hoo (just ask me if you dont know him)

Recently, madalas kaming magkatext (though tonight eh waley, pasukan na eh) bilang sembreak :) I admit, i'm a Miss Know-it-All (pag writer ka, may ganyan kang mentality. Akala mo lahat ng words, alam mo), pero mas napatunayan kong well deserve ko pala ang pagiging Auditor ng Bobey Soc na founded ng batch namin sa Adbokeyt! :)

Me: Uy, miss ka na ng plates mo!
JH: haha, ayoko na sa kanila.
Me; haha. :) Bat di ka pa tulog?
JH: Wala. Sawa na sa unan. Hahaha XD
Me: Ha? bakit naman? Di ko gets!
JH: Cuddle time! XD
Me: Ek? matutulog ka na?
JH: Walaaaa XD

Siguro narealize ni JH yung kabobeyan ko. Kinain ako ng buo eh! :)

So kinabukasan, nasa bus kami papuntang Batangas with Ate Reich, Ate Lora, and Ate Criz. Then I randomly asked Ate Reich kung ano yung meaning ng cuddle time. And she said, "Lambing", "hug", parang ganun. Then I said to myself, "Gosh, ang bobey ko. Yun ba yun? Akala ko matutulog na. Parang meme!". And the three of them laughed so hard! Grabe, ganun ako ka-bobey! Kaya pala ganun reply ni JH sakin.

Nung gabi ring yun, I told JH that I misunderstood his 'cuddle time" reply, and he just said HAHA and talked about another topic. EPIC!

Moving on, nung sumunod na gabi, I always tease him the 'cuddle time" thing until he told me something that made me think deep. At di kinaya ng powers ko kaya kino-coach ako ni Ate Criz. Nanay Lora told me "Di pa nya alam kung anong gusto nya. Wag ka munang umasa." Tapos si Ate Criz kase, imba mga one-liner nya eh, sakto nasa beach kami nun. :)))

Kanina, meeting ng Sports, nakwento ko sya sa mga co-staffers ko. Then and unang nagreact eh ang June Ace reinvention na si Justine. "Ate Lhea, iba yan ha! Ang meaning ng cuddle time saming mga lalaki, lambingan, lampungan. Parang ganun. Basta ganun yun! (laughs)". So parang may something lang talaga ata dun sa cuddle time na yun. SRLSY. Pero ayokong umasa teh ha!

And just recently, medyo lumuwag na yung passages ng utak, at cardio-respiratory system ko kay Joshua. Tapos may isang Joshua  na naman sa buhay ko. Joshua Sar** sya. tapos Joshua Sarinas naman yung isa. BUHAY NGA NAMAN! Pero pag nakikita ko name ni Joshua2 sa bbm ko, si Joshua1 yung naiisip ko and parang ineexpect kong nagreply (eh magkahawig pa naman!)

Honestly, kinakabahan ako dito kay Joshua2 na to eh. Iba pakiramdam ko, parang takot ako sa maaaring ganap. HAHAHA. I mean di ko naman sya gusto eh, kaya hinahayaan ko lang sya. Tsaka mahirap na, may nabanngit na sakin na something yung friend ko. hahahaha Kay Joshua1 kasi, best of friends kami eh, so parang ang problema dun, ni-risk lang namin friendship namin (may closure na kami so ayos na!). kay JH naman, comfortable ako sa kanya. Well, lagi kaming magkasama sa school and sa labas ng school tapos makwento sya sakin and tropang tropa kami. Medyo nag-aalala lang ako kasi feeling ko alam na nyang bet ko sya (buong org na nga nakakaalam, tapos sya di nya alam? Naka-anesthesia lang?) :D