Since wala namang nagbabasa ng blog ko na 'to, I just want to say na may jowa na ko. Hahaha. Well sabi ko sa sarili ko na di ko sasabihin na may jowa ako until 3 months na. Eh sa blog lang naman, so I'm not breaking any personal rules.
So yeah, I have a jowa na, pero parang there's nothing special in having a jowa kasi we kinda acted like magjowa naman by ourselves. I know I'm a malambing being, and ganun din sya. Hahaha. Any, hindi po si Nikko eto ha. Old news na po yun.
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Moving on, di ko rin gets kung ano nangyari. Medj ma-drama kasi pinagsimulan neto. Stressed ako kay bebe boy so iyak naman si ate girl (di naman ako inaway). Tapos fast-forward to next night, I was thinking about not seeing him anymore.. and more englishan later dun na nya ko tinanong "You dont want to try and make this a relationship?" Shookt ako malamang! Bet ko sya and I enjoy my time with him, so why not diba? Hirap nya i-let go since ang precious nya. Mabait na, malambing (even to his parents), understanding, considerate, cute, makulit, has good (or superior) music taste [may playlists sya na ginawa for me sa Spotify], and a good hugger.
Super iba sya sa lahat ng nagustuhan ko, and looking back, lahat ng nagustuhan ko eh very surface-level kilig and friendship lang yung pinakita sakin. I've met a lot of guys as well, pero super surface level lang din lahat. Siguro nakita ko sa kanya yung character na kagaya nina Papa and Tito Adel. Very chill people, and very understanding din. Siguro dahil na rin sa personality ko, I need someone na would chill me down and yung makikinig lang.
I can't say I'm excited in having a jowa, kasi di ko naman super ramdam. I guess na-skip ko na yung kilig part?? Hahaha. Dun na ko sa pagiging comfortable. I think we still have a lot to learn about each other. :)
Ayun lang. haha, di naman ako na-disappoint na di lahat ng first time magka-jowa eh excited.
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